a "sorry" letter for you ~

Sorry if I haven't contacted you in so long~
~Sorry for not responding to your messages~
~Sorry if you thought I never cared - truth be known I do~
~Sorry for not checking out and visit you when you're sick that day~
~Sorry for not being more understanding~
~Sorry for loving you to much~
~Sorry for loving you to little~
~Sorry for not being there for you when you needed a friend~
~Sorry for logging off just to make you mad~
~Sorry for coming back when you still were mad~
~Sorry if I disturbed you when busy~
~Sorry for making you feel vulnerable~
~Sorry if I freaked you out~
~Sorry if I became possessive at times~
~Sorry if I lied :-(~
~Sorry for leading you to believe I was something I wasn't~
~Sorry if you feel sorry~
~Sorry about the time I got upset with you~
~Sorry for blaming you for how I felt~
~Sorry for blaming you for how You felt~
~Sorry for pushing you away my Friend~
~Sorry for being ignorant~
~Sorry for ignoring you - we have been online friends forever~
~Sorry for treating you mean, we did love one another at one stage
~Sorry for all the little things I missed~
~All in All I am just Sorry my Friend~

S.O.R.R.Y..a sad smiley ~dedication for my dearest friend

Special Needs Children..~

SPECIAL 
S  -   Spend time getting to know me

P-   Please be patient with me. I may not be able to do the things your child can.

E  -   Enjoy learning about what I have and what is wrong with me so that you will understand.

C  -   Care about what my parents tell you about how I communicate.

I  -   Imagine if your child had problems then realize what my parents feel.

A -  Always be kind to people who are disabled. We are just like you, with things that didn't develop right or because of an accident.

L -   Listen to me, I may be hard to understand but if you take the time you can understand me. Learning is very hard for me. I may not be at my age level.

NEEDS

N  -   Never blame my parents they didn't do anything wrong they didn't cause me to be this way.

E  -   Encourage my parents they need it.

E  -  Entertain me, so that my parents can have a night off.

D -   Distraction is part of my life daily. I'm on the go all the time. I never slow down. I get into everything and time out doesn't work with me. Because I can't sit still. I try, but I can't.

S  -   Screaming is what I do when I can't handle what is going on around me, and I get upset because I want to tell you what is wrong but I can’t. 

CHILD


C  -  Communication is very hard for me. I may use sign language, gestures, words, communication boards, and time line boards.

H  -  Helping me understand input is part of my parent's lives 24-hours a day.

I  -  Imagine not being able to hug your child, even though your child wants to be hugged. But your child can't handle it. Sometimes hugs hurt and sometimes they don't.

L  -  Lights sometimes cause me to act up very badly. But once the lights are out, I'm able to calm down, and I am good. The lights were too much input for my brain to understand it all.

D  -  Disabled means doing something different then someone else, sometimes with aid, sometimes with special equipment, and sometimes with therapy.

Credit to  Bea Rosencutter .

sshh..Dont get too emotional~

its pretty weird to see many people get anger , fight, envy without proper ethics , speak their mind across the normal line , and always complaining about minor matter..etc..

why is that ??..

can we just swallow it ..

many of us need others' attention and seek for cares ..but please , do it properly ..

i have seen so much things ..do we speak our mind ..or eat at people??..( literally )

i  believe our minds are the most powerful things we have, yet each one seems to be a bit different. We all have different thoughts, ideas, values, and beliefs about the world and how we should live in it. I personally think it’s great, because the more diversity we have in our thoughts and beliefs, the more we have to learn from each other. I believe that everyone’s perspective has something valuable to offer; for the same reason, it pains me to see people not speak their minds when they may have something important to add to the discussion.

However..there are the things that we should not speak it up..and dont get too emotional about it..

dont just let it go..post it everywhere..especially on social or public utilities..

be calm and think deeply before address it...

be grateful and dont easily get mad on anything..

be mature and wise..

this is not kind of entry that that telling you when you speak and when you shouldnt..but you have to explore it yourself..

find your own balance.

Why we were like this..sigh~

why were like this...

why were like that ..
can we just live in harmony and peace circumstances...a lot of bad things happen...our community have been drown in a very deep sins...
we were currently forgot and try to forget the roots of the worlds..
we was lost and alone , trying to making our own way ..this world have been cursing for all its ways..
back to the basic..
back to GOD ..
This world has lost its glory , lets start a brand new story ....

love the youngster...

help each other..

love is what we all need..